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Is it okay if I smile?

This is a small venting post, I admit.

I'd like to know if it's okay if I smile. If it's okay that I thoroughly enjoy life, that I count my blessings while skipping in the grocery store, and laugh really hard at small things. I'd like to know if it's okay if I don't write songs about super sad emotions, or to make strong political statements, but simply want to bring a little thought and a little peace and a little happiness to those who hear me play. Is it okay that I am optimistic? That I think people are good at heart and become sad when I find out they're not, rather than sound the cynical cymbal with "I TOLD YOU SO" ? Is it okay that I try my best, that I desire to do well, rather than wallow in my problems and weaknesses? Is it okay if I strive?

Is it okay if I'm happy?

Because right now, I feel a ridiculous pull from those around me to bring me into their "the world is going to hell and we're gonna sit here with our drinks and complain about it" party. I'm all about being real. About not wearing masks. About being realistic. SO...

I am really, realistically, un-maskedly happy with life right now. My heart breaks for those who are struggling. But please, in love, do not attempt to break me.